i love you.

I have given all my love to you,
but what do I get in return?
A broken heart.
I have given you my heart,
and you stomp on it like a doormat.
I have given you my youth,
and you took advantage of my un-experienced heart
and played with my emotions.


I gave you all the trust,
but you misused it.
I gave you the benefit of the doubt,
and you proved everyone right.
I gave you my life,
and you killed me day by day.


I want to pull my aching heart
and tear it piece by piece,
So I no longer love you.
I want to loose my memory,
so I no longer think of you.
I want to go so far,
so I no longer have to see you.


I want to cry but,
I no longer have any more tears,
to fall down my sad lonely face.
I want to sleep but,
my dreams haunt me with you in them.
I can’t seem to find a way out.
What do I do?


I don’t want anyone to see this not even you.

How do I get out of this? How do I stop this misery?
How do solve this mystery? I can’t seem to find anyone,
to make feel the way you do.
The way you look at me,
the way you say my name,
the sound of your voice,
when you tell me that you care.


I love you so much, sayang.
I think I’m going to die from this pain,
that haunts day and night.
How can forget you? If the only love I know is you.
How can I move on? If life is not the same with out you.


I want to brake free and move on,
but I think I’ll be doing something wrong.
I just have to close my eyes
and let things fly and let the days pass me by.

LOVE,
BIE